[Day 17]

I want to become a big dragon soon.

I even dreamed about being a big dragon.

I want to not be hindered by these damn monsters and explore this world fully.

I want to achieve my goals, which are to find a purpose other than survive.

The dream I had was inspiring. I even feel anew after waking up while also meditating and constantly torturing my own body while doing so.

I think that doing this constantly has changed my mind slightly, I am truly becoming strange.

Nonetheless, what I dreamed about was an inspiring dream.

I was a large dragon.

Mountains were like ants below me.

I was able to fly freely through the skies, soaring above the clouds.

I glanced over creation with pridefulness and serenity.

I felt as if I was both immortal and all-powerful.

I was able to see all of creation, and do as I pleased with it.

I felt as if what I had attained was the greatest of all creation.

This dream… was it simply my fantasizing delusions?

Huh, now I am quite serious about it.

I have continued to cultivate through my special technique that makes use of Ice Absorption, and I am getting pretty good at it!

Now, don ’t get me wrong, I am still the same as ever!

That was, perhaps, a small moment of calmness before my insanity took hold of my mind once more.