ot worry. I just have to go somewhere. I can cook for you anymore. Please eat. Im sorry. Ill just get back to you. I hope you understand.

Guilt creeps in my chest as I send my message to him.

My heart felt heavy. I am so guilty that I stood Brandall up just because Lucian asked me to see him. I am so torn because Brandall will never do this to me. He is always faithful to his word and never stood me up.

I bit my lip. Im sorry, Brandall. I just hope you can understand why I need to do this. Lucian needs me, and I can just let him alone.

With a heavy heart, I opened the car to get in and go to Lucian.

While on the way, I received a text from Brandall. I haven finished reading yet, but I feel so unhappy.

Brand:

Take care.

I bit my lip to prevent the pain that starting to grow inside me. Thats the only reply I got from him, but why am I hurt? He didn call me with our endearment.

I know Brandall knows what emergency Im talking about, so my heart hurts even more. Since weve started our secret affair, theres a time when I have to go to see Lucian because he needs someone to comfort him. Whenever I tell Brandall about it, I always say to him that I have an emergency, so he probably knows I am going to see Lucian tonight.

I take a long breath to somehow ease the tightening of my chest.

Im sorry, Brandall, but Lucian needs me, and I need him too. Damn, Im sorry.

I don know why it hurt me to know that that was the only text I got from Brandall. I know he didn like me going to see Lucian now because he was helping me forget about the feelings I had for Lucian.

Brandall and I agreed that he would help me forget my romantic feelings for Lucian. Still, I just can ignore my feelings immediately.

I know I am not only doing this because Lucian asked me to see him. I want to see him, so I am going in his place. I have my choice to tell Lucian I can , but I don want to, even though Brandall will probably feel disappointed.

I held my breath. I know Brandall is fretting because I didn commit to our plan tonight. Ill make up for what I did to you tonight, Brand. I promise.

I drove to Lucians condo. I know that Lucian needs me now. And one more thing, its also my fault why Lucian is hurting now.

Sympathizing with him in his sadness is the only way I know to make up for what I have done to the woman he loves.

Its my fault why Lucians mood is suffering now. If I hadn ruined him and Amanda, he wouldn be suffering like this.

And I want to make up for Lucian, if only in this way.

On the way from his place, I couldn help but think about the day I first had a strange feeling for Lucian.

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