Seeking Cultivation

Argh! Argh! What the!

Where am I? Didn I die when those terrorists shot me?

I shouldn have went to bank at that time,Lets just forget about it I am dead anyway….

Wait, is this hell? If it is then why can I see anything here? And what about my body?

Huh! Where is my body and how can I see? Feeling confused I tried every way to check if I am still alive but I found I am unable to anything like I can even blink it seems like I don even have eye but still all I am seeing or not seeing is only darkness like I am inside a sealed cube made of Vantablack(most blackish material)

Now I think about I must be on my way to hell right? Because I have done nothing in my life I only wasted my time playing videos games reading novels…Haha Although that was fun reading them I quite find them annoying to the point that story always gets boring in later parts..well lets see what punishment I will get when I get kicked inside the hell….

All those unwanted thoughts were repeating in my mind well I was quite a patient of OCD …. Thinking about those things what should have happened or what should I have done I now feel guilty….Lets just wait Ill eventually know what will happen to me

Time flies…

It seems like it has few years like this maybe I am not going to hell or maybe I am not going anywhere,Am I even traveling or just staying in the same place ….

Suddenly I found myself traveling at light speed like a meator shower and Around my self there were many spherial white balls like particles and they were moving to only God knows where,Maybe Maybe I am one of them so does that means I am also like a white ball?

Then we were dropping down like a heavy rainfall and all those white balls were also dropping with me but Suddenly BOOM I saw a blast,Is it even real and why are we stopped and what is going on? I am very confused at this moment,How can I who hasn felt anything feeling like I can burst anytime,Like a bomb is placed inside my belly is now activated I can be blasted anytime, feeling this aside I also found that there are many things that suddenly appeared out of thin air or space whatever it is are shining brightly like stars twinkles in a calm night

”Huh! Where am I? ”

”What is going one ”

”Hey who are you? ”

”Wait what Am I dying? ”

”Oh God please save me Ill do good deeds in my next life? ”

The space like area where many things appeared out of thin air was now noisy at sudden and all those white ball like particles came to life and they were also confused what was happening to them but how can they speak right now even I couldn speak wait lets try..After trying to speak I also found that I can speak too and when I was trying to contact the other white ball I saw those white balls were coming to life and they were transformed into a human like white particle from a white ball and they were trying to grab some of those things that appeared out of thin air so I tried too

By transforming my body into a human like white particle I als